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internet mess

from PUTING BELIUNG by bani haykal

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i’m a mess even without the internet a mess without the internet a mess without the internet a mess without the internet a mess without the internet even without the internet is not without me in the internet a mess i am without the me is the internet a mess in the me internet i is the even of i and the internet messes with me and i mess with it back destroyed and disrupted ruptured and disfigured incontinence mystified missing the point is missing you from the internet is a mess of everything but you undivided unharmed unravelling mess i’m without you are the internet fractured i unknowing unbecoming until uncles on the internet understand death of mess the future of sterile jumpscares and funfairs exploding crypts cryogenics combustion dear internet us illfated timeouts shoutouts and bailouts look at me look at me look at me look at me look at me i’m a mess even without the internet a mess without the internet a mess without the internet a mess without the internet a mess without the internet a mess without the internet a mess without the internet a mess without the internet even without even within odd that i’m out odd that i’m in struggling to upkeep the cornerstone of legitimate humour our hour is chaos in a nutshell, softshell crabs are delicious, delirious, a mess without a menu, without the internet, an app, slap back, low latency for the amnesiac gods, shot in the head, teeth shattered, what a mess, give me cookie crumbs with milk, sloshed, mushed, watch it become fungi, digital slime, grime, the internet disfigures disappears dissipates this is the incoherent bit, i did laundry but ego stains remain, shit, i’m a mess, a mess without the internet, a mess without the internet, a mess without the internet a mess without the internet because everything is offset, offset, offshore brain, off’d opportunity awkwardly fitted as replacement organs, dark, it’s getting dark, and darker, darker, darker, darker, darker, darkest, no light, comatose, Averroes gesturing in the dark, faint, faintly, it’s dark, but messy, messy, without me, ssy, ssy, ssy, ssssssssssss no expression. no light. there is no spoon because it’s lunged deep in my spine, my spine, hung out to dry, why, i, i, i, i, i, found excuses behind your glass of wine, sublime, this mess is 31st century architecture, spine ruptured, the internet is broken, so is my order, farther, further still, no wonder, i’m hungry, i’m a monkey, somebody stop me, stop, stop, stop, me, messy not because i care free, but but but messy because i’m lazy, automated, motivation consummated with politeness and fear, threeway led astray, emotionless gestures towards something naked, unreal, untrue, but so fucking good, lies, messy, i, swallowed and spat back out, universe undone, unknown address, no, what a mess, a mess without the internet, i am, no, without, without, without, not me, i, in the you of what mess, what, what what what what what, a mess, reorder, supper, there is no beyond, no cycles, no end, just subjective death without clarity.

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from PUTING BELIUNG, released August 18, 2022

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bani haykal experiments with text + music.

As an artist, composer and musician, bani considers music (making / processes) as material and his projects investigate modes of interfacing and interaction with feedback / feedforward mechanisms. He is a member of b-quartet. ... more

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